Shocking news of my father's death really hit me hard, i don't know whether i can laugh anymore. It's Ramadhan, a holy month where all muslim devotes themselves to hunger and thirst in order to fulfill one of the five pillars. Little do non-muslim knows, fasting month does not mean that one must stop from eating and drinking alone, but it is more than that. It suppose to be a month where we muslim can clean our soul and purify our sinned heart. To me, i love Ramadhan. However, i doubt it will ever be the same.