Monday, December 26, 2011

What would it be if i didn't meet them?

Just a brief update on my life. 
Currently, studying for my finals and yeah it's been a while since my last post.
Don't really have inspiration to blog lately, but, now i'm trying my best to excel in my study XDD
As you can see the above picture, there is a few numbers of my classmate, they're so great, i'm glad i pick UPSI as my tertiary institution. It was worth it. These people had changed me from being timid boy to a grown man, hopefully these bonds last long.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011



"The source of your strength comes within you"

Don't you feel kind of sucks ->

When some people think that they solely have feelings and others don't?

It is good too make fun of others but when the joke is on them it is vice versa?

When you made a mistake, ONE mistake and the whole clique starts to label you and give this piercing looks at you?

People can ask you favor but when there's one little thing you need from them, they turn back on you! Leaving you helpless, confused, and then starts to define you through their own words without actually looking deeper into it. I've been there a lot, i admit i am too NICE, too NAIVE, and too . WEAK.

But that doesn't means that you are allowed to treat me as if my existence meant nothing. I am not invisible nor stupid, i see how you act and i see how you react. Your piercing looks does hurt me but never in my thought i would do that to you, why for that one little error and i'll be branded like that. STOP, STOP, and STOP! I had enough with these dramas, i may not be perfect but that doesn't mean you can treat me like that. DON'T!

If you read this, i don't care who you are or what you are, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. Stop taking advantage of me, just stop!

Friends here are NICE but others just LEECHES!

Reachin limit? Ponder the worst.


"We are LIMITED but we can push back the borders of our limitation"

Its a quarter before midnight and i'm suppose be doing my synthesis paper and get ready to sleep, but as usual something came up and the synthesis was blown away by it. Predictable. Anyway, funny, weird things happened to me today, stupid things to be exact how embarrass i was to even think about 

Everything went the opposite and in awkward way...damn, it started with me woke up at 11.30 am rushing myself through serious make over, redo my hair many times and yet leave the house with messy hair. Style? You wish!. On my way to class nothing critical happened just ordinary trip, but i did suffered minor daydream symptom whereby i was dreaming about the bus had an accident and rolled a couple times before exploded into thin air, like Hatake Kakashi mangekyou sharingan and how it make stuff disappear, something like that and the miracle thing was i am the only survivor..maybe that's why its called a dream. And i like to dream worst things to happen so when bad things occur it seems little to me. Not a very good advice though, ignore it!.

Back to the point, the rest of the day turn to be okay with no supernatural things happen, but i can't seems to stop day time during Reading class where Rosli suddenly and intentionally pointed out that Nazi is similar to my name (Nazri) and all of sudden i was picturing myself with cute mustache and conducting a massive HOLOCAUST. Not something to be proud of. Another, during Mr. Seva class the funny thing is how much i try to force myself to focus in his class it never breaks through, all i could think of was having dinner. LOL.

 Okay, the daydreaming stops there, then came the embarrass part...i hate the part when i broke promises...sorry about that to anyone concern, never intended to, it just sort of happen..the bus incident, the massha catastrophe, and the webcam sensation. The bus incident was not funny to be told here and it happened because of Fahmi!! Grr...adding more unnecessary joke behind was something i would say "jatuh saham aku"  and i think i leave it just like that, to frustrated to share..=( 

Then came the massha incident, to all my friends listen to me, covering and slapping a person eyes from behind was not a funny thing to do, especially when the person was a stranger that resemble your friend. Please do make sure you had the right person. Otherwise, you'll end up like me...i thought i saw my room mate at Massha, then i went and covered his eyes and slapped his face from behind...and it turn out to be someone else!! Seriously, wasn't the best moment..i had to apologized twice to him...
Few hours after the Massha incident, i was in my room and doing my synthesis paper, hoping to finish it.."Ustaz Azhar" came, bullshitting here and there, i wasn't paying attention to a word he said...just nod and uttered something then continued with my work...Finally, after a few moment of silence a news struck me...the sahsiah class was cancelled, and my reaction was 

cause i was looking forward for the class, and then it was cancelled..urghh i'm making troll face again...
After receiving the news, out of blue old friend of mine contacted me through a video call it was surprisingly awkward cause i'm not sure of answering it and yet i did. It was something new..and the embarrass part was when i was too sexy for her to see then the conversation end up with both of us covering our webcam (what's the point of video call then??) so that we won't see each other face..i was half naked that time lol...not something to be proud of.

So, that's it i guess, well since tomorrow class is cancelled that leaves Mr. Rushdan class and it won't be until 5pm, still have time to do my synthesis, and hopefully i'll be able to finish many times of delaying works and chances were given yet, i took it lightly...very ungrateful!! Okay, then leave y'all with Assalamualykum.

Sunday, December 4, 2011



'A compliment is a verbal sunshine'

Yoshiii~!!~ sigh, it's been so long since my last post..and it's a little bit dusty in here, well that's what u get when u manage two last 24 hours had turned out to be fun, yeah fun!!! well, first i had to attend a compulsory-thirty-marks-course at Za'ba approximately 9 hours,straight!!!

As i expected the first 3 hours turn out to be boring as tuutttt....with talks and stuff..well u know when ppl talk we won't really listening, especially in those kind of environment...yarrhhhh. Anyway, the rest of the day turn out to be quite fun, i had time to shake m stress out with stupid dance...hahaha. It was awkward at first, but i manage to let myself slip for a moment and start doing the disco dance with my new found friend Ay, a chinese girl with hectic attitude.

It's fun, once in a while to meet new ppl coz u may never know what will going to happen in the future, so why don't you just take a risk and start doing something beyond the norm, i did!
And you'll be surprise with the outcome, it is outstanding d(>w<)b

honestly, i have a lot to share with, but my body seems to get extremely tired, donno y, but it just get weaker and weaker donno how long i can hold on..keep holding myself so i won't fall down, but this pain is killing me!! urghhh, pain2 go away don't come at any day!!

gtg...synthesis is calling and so with the pillow!! >w<"