Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Holocaust to be?


"Never Back down"

I had a dream last night, nightmare to be exact. No, it's not about ghosts, and it is not about monsters either it is something else, something that is much deeper, nearer to the reality. I dreamt of HOLOCAUST. What if my dream comes true? What will happen to my family? friends? and my beloved country? Too many things burdening us, too many lies spread to us and i can just only hope for Allah's bless and protection.

Sunday, November 13, 2011



"Only those who dare to fail greatly, can ever achieve greatly"

Hey, sorry it has been a while since my last post =..=" I don't really in the mood of blogging, kinda confused with my status and desire right now. I believe most of us live their life with someone they care and love, whether it is your family, loves one, or just friends. Well, today my post will be something that i had been craving to deliver it here, it is about something that help to shape who i am now, besides my family, which is my friends.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Death Approaching!


'Balance your mind'

My id, overwhelmed me and i lost my balance just now, i should be more careful before start doing something important or else die trying it.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

I'm not stress, just over thinking things.


"The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers, but above all the world needs dreamers who do"

Lately, people keep misinterpreting my behavior, i never intended it to be that way it just sort of happened. Honestly, i couldn't control every move i made, it impossible to me, my nature doesn't work that way, i like to do spontaneous thing; one minute i'll be quiet while  the other around i might be hectic as hell~that is why i don't prefer to mingle with those who might get upset with it. You know, getting all cold after one mistake and deliberately continue it even though i tried to make it up. I can sense every feeling cause i am an empathy, i feel and i help.That's Me. Knowing what they feel, makes me feel even worse plus i just don't like to engage in this stupid Cold War, i had enough. However, by doing that people around started to think that i have got something under my sleeve, and i'm wearing short, nevertheless, it couldn't be worse than what had i've gone through. I am more mature than that, besides, this is not the time for me to get upset with everything, cause everything changes. Take friends for instance, they are like Chipsmore, they come and they one stays. Well, the truth is i am hoping that perhaps some might consider staying, but it is okay it has been a routine for me, i'll get over it..i hope.

This evening, after my Sahsiah class i went to bitarasiswa to withdraw some money and then guess who i just my senior! Yup Double A, i do know that he further his study here but i didn't expect to end up stumble upon him. Anyway, it's okay cause i believe he didn't saw me, hehe but the thing that has been bugging me is the issue they try show to us, about the posting issues. What about it? i don't know about it.

Oooh, there is something i would like to show you guys, it about ummm..i don't really know how to clarify it perhaps you guys can check the link here.

I think that's all for now, i hope to go home and get all motivation i need from my one and only friend. My Mom. Hehehe. Thanks for sharing your time just to read this entry, or my blog..=)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011



"Go as far you can see and when you get there you will always be able to see farther" Zig Ziglar.

My, my, my, my, my music hit me so loud make me say "Oh my ****" <--my usual crapping sensation =p
Yea, now i can feel free doing illegal things coz i reached 20!!! I can go and stoning people around, hit them with 'christine', make fun of people, sprinkle2 slander and so on...but i am more mature than that, coz i'm 20!
Where's my cake?
Ha ha ha. Well since i reached 20 years old i would like to come out with an entry that definitely unparalleled to my universe; 7 things i would like to do before i turn 21.  <--very innovative is it?
Common mistake usually done by other blogger when they did this entry is they like to include something that will probably would not happen, eg; "i want to go to france", "become a martian" and so on...well as for me i would like to with the short term choices, it is more durable and achievable, less complicated and less ambitious? <--screw you people! so here are my 7 THINGS TO DO BEFORE I TURN 21.