Friday, August 26, 2011

Countdown to Hari Raya!!

Assalammualykum,


Hello people,


   How's life? Having great time aren't you? Hehe, well cut the crap! Whether we realize or not its only 4 days before we begin to celebrate the Hari Raya. Unfortunately, we have to say goodbye to Ramadhan, a holy month fill with blessing from Allah SWT. Honestly, i regret the time i had wasted on doing nothing during Ramadhan, it is such a shame and loss for me because i didn't really use my time wisely to redeem and ask forgiveness from Allah SWT. I hope there will be next Ramadhan for me, because Allah knows how much i need it. Since, we have only 4 days to go have you guys manage to seize the golden night? A night worth more than a thousands months? I don't know whether i get it or not, but i'm keeping my eyes open for the last 3 nights. Hopefully, Allah would accept my prayer and forgive my sins.


   Having to think about Hari Raya is very exhausting! There's a lot need to be done, cleaning the house, decorating the place, food, expenses and not to mention my preparation for the higher education!! Last week, i'd spent more than RM500+ just to get my things and we haven't buy anything for Hari Raya. Man, this really sucks. I don't know whether we could celebrate Hari Raya this year, but i need to have faith in it. Yes, i will!


   Plus, my mom have been really busy lately, with the dresses need to sew on a deadline. I don't know how she manage to put it together, but she made it. She may be an old lady to everyone but she is my wonder woman. Thank you, mom and have a great life!


  As for my life, i've been great, excellent and i eve n get RM 1000 for Hari Raya!!!. Isn't this just awesome??!!! Haha, now i get to buy my own laptop. Don't get jealous peeps cause there's lots more to come, if you know what i mean..Ka-Ching!


That's all people, go back to your life and live it!



Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Nothing to Compare.

Assalammualykum,

Hello World of Blogging!

Lately, i've been through a lot of changes, changing from a boy to a man, freak to sweet, lack of sensitivity to an empathy and more i guess. I don't really know how to put this together, cause i ain't good in expressing my feeling or try to convey anything in this awkward way. However, i came across with shocking news of few of my friends that have been struggling to live and reliving the life that had shattered their spirit away.

Then, it cross my mind that my problem isn't bad as theirs but still they have guts to confront with it, whereas i chicken out and fade away.

To my eyes, my problem is nothing compare to them.

p/s: I hate cyber cafe!

Monday, August 22, 2011

Ding2x

Assalammualykum,



Yeah!!!!!!!!!! Kerja ak dah clear, pas ni xyah nk pusing2....cuma tinggal nk shopping raya saja...hahahaha akan kukecapi segala yg ak xpernah kecapi!!


The Key to success is a good night sleep!




Damn!!!

Hari ni nk marah skit,

Fuc* gua nk wat kerja pun payah, nk tulis blog pun macam pu** nk print out material pun mcm **bi kenapa hidup gua mcm ni? Tension la, nk masuk u pun mcm nk p oversea..........pressure!!!! Penat sekali, ada bestfriend perangai mcm Haram J la...ada kawan semua jenis cannibal la.. mmg tension la wei!  Family? yeah rasa mcm nk bunuh diri pun ada gak....kalu boleh, aku nk fly g palestin lawan dgn yahudi zionis kalu nk dibandingkn duduk rumah....ia maha tension! Terus terang, aku x larat nk bersandiwara tahap dewa ni.. kalu ak tunjuk belang ada yg makan hati..nk je ak cakap depan muka Fuck Off dude!!!! sakit jiwa la dgn manusia cmney...1st kwan then enemy, pastu frenemies...be a man and grow up!!Say it to my face, bukan kt blakng bontot aku, kau ckp mcmana pun bontot aku xleh nk respon! Idiot! Ok la fine lepas ni aku malas nk bersandiwara dgn mana2 manusia yg menjengkelkn, kalu aku rasa nk cepuk kepala dia, i'll do it!
Lepas ni, manusia2 sekalian if u wanna be friends with me, friends at your own risk! I don't choose my friends they choose me!

Aku Bukan Hipokrit!


Wah!! dahsyat la entry ni! Ok x kalu aku post mcm ni? Hahaha
But serious, mmg geram thp dewa!

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Aku tension!

Assalammualykum,

  Alright, i don't really know how to put this straight... but the thing is now those boys behind me irks me so BADLY that, if i have golden fist i would beat those boys to death!!!  I have been through a lot to come here and this kind of sh*t happen to me? I'm wasting my precious hours here, i couldn't print out my document and my class schedule, yet i need it to get it done by Tuesday. What a smuck!


Sunday, August 14, 2011

10 minutes entry!!

Assalammualykum,

Alright, entry hari ni gila2 sikit...sbb aku post pakai dwi'language'(xmasyook), haha...motif? xde motif cuma nk lepas rasa rindu yg teramat terhadap dunia blogging ni...al maklum la org 'baru' nk berjinak2 dalam dunia siber ni...nk 'kaver' balik apa yg jadi kt aku sepanjang ketiadaan aku dalam dunia blog meh aku cite skit kt korang sal berniaga di Bazaar Ramadhan ni...

Yup, u folks rite..aku dah involve dlm bab2 niaga ni...kalu org pasar cakap dah jadik orang pasar malam..haha cliche x?  Honestly, aku memang xrancang nk terjun kearena yang sememangnya bukan dalam darah aku ni...tapi nk wat camne, dah rezeki..at least boleh la aku kumpul duit poket utk ke U nnt...at the same time i get to know more about my dearest, ss cousin aku tu...yg perasan jadik atlet kempis perut!! (SS sungguh)

Anyway, my experience so far...okaylah since ak pon xde apa2 nk wat..setakat ni apa yg ak dah belajar, nk niaga ni kena tebal muka!! Yakni, amat bertentangan dengan polisi hidup aku iaitu ' Malu x Bertempat'...haha so terpaksa aku 'fake smile'kan muka ak yg sememangnya kekwat dari kecil ni...ok setakat ni dulu la...nama pon entry 10 minit..nk wat pa panjang2 .....catch u guys later..!

Friday, August 12, 2011

Murtad?

Assalamualykum,

What do i know about this?

Maybe, certain of you guys might find this title a little bit provocative, but hey this has been a long debated issues among the 'intelligent'. But, the thing is no one, as far as i know had really taken this matter into their account. All they debated about is 'who to be blame for this?', 'ways to overcome' and Allah knows what more they discussed. When we mentioned 'they', which particular parties are we pointing at? Is it the parents? the government? teachers? then who? Who should we blame for this? And why they should be blame for it?
Walla'hu'alam.

I may not be the best figure to even discuss about this, but it came to my senses that i as a muslim need to be part of it, a part where i'm able to channel my thoughts and helps to those who in need. Besides, i find this topic really interesting, since it occurs to me that how a well educated person could fall to this kind of trap. Perhaps, i could take a little lesson from it, knowledge for me to prevent myself from being trick.

This is a serious issue, but if we Muslim take this thing lightly then i am afraid there will be no future for us...

Don't let them win!

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Blogging is Fun!!

Asslammualaykum,

Hi guys, what IS up with you people!! Having a fine Ramadhan? Hopefully we're bless with HIS blessing insyaAllah. Okay, tonight i would like to express my gratitude to Allah S.W.T for giving me chances to living my life and also showing the right path for me and giving me strength to endure obstacles and test that destined for me. Alhamdulillah. Now i feel blessed having born as a muslim and living a proper life as a true muslim.

I admit for the last 19th years of my life, i've been struggling myself with tonnes of problems, with

Kapan Bisa Aku Berubah?

Assalammualykum,

Ha, entri kali ni berbeda dikit ya, mau ngomong bahasa indonesia. Ngak tau sama ada betul atau tidak, pakei bantai aja kok kayak indonesia...ngak usah khawatir, kita2 mau happy aja disini...Ok, ngomong2nya begini, aku ini udah lama kepingin berbicara dalam bahasa indonesia karena aku dapati bahasanya enak bangat dong (kok kayak bicara ttng makanan sik?) ya iya la..tutur katanya unik sekali. Kalu dibandingkan sama Bahasa Malaysia emang berbeda yang amat dong(kok kayak jowo sik?) Tetapi ngak aku lupa sik sama bahasa ibunda gue, cuma kepingin itu aja, ngak salahkn kalu mau belajar lebih daripada satu bahasa...Mana ngak nya udah cita2 tidak rasmi gue kepingin jadi speaker (org yg bisa berbicara menggunakan pelbagai bahasa). Gue pikirin mau pelajari bahasa Perancis selepas ini, ya...tpi ngak tau sik gimana caranya, bikin pusing ah!!

Ok2, enough dengan ngomongan gue yg ngak bawa apa2 manfaat, In case you guys wondering, aku ini punya habit yg buruk, jelik sekali dan habit ini sukar bagi ku untuk merubahnya...udah lama aku pendam dan cuba untuk berubah...tetapi tetap sama aja hasilnya. Susah de. Aku lagi buntu pikirin tentang solusinya ttpi ngak berhasil. Bikin repot aja, habit aku ini amat sukar difahami. aku jugak ngak mau ngejelasin perkara2 yg rumit seperti itu dong, pusing tau!!! Mana tidak nya udah sebati dalam diri ini, aduh...kepingin bangat hendak berubah tapi ngak kuat!~~

Bantuin gue dong!!

Masalah gue ADDICTED TO FACEBOOK!!! + HORRENDOUS HANDWRITING yg huduh bangat!!!

Bisa bantuin ngak??

Monday, August 1, 2011

The thing called LOVE?

Assalammualykum,

Howdy y'all, hope y'all in good shape...yeesh~ it's been ages i guess since my last post..yeah, been quite busy lately. I can't remember my last trip to Cyber Cafe to update my statuses and replying comments and reading manga (Naruto*)-ok that's a lie-.- .Anyway, to wrap it all up, my last couple of weeks wasn't really bad, surprisingly it was full with what would i define as 'SURPRISES'.

Surprises? Hmm, what kind of surprises that can surprise me? Let me surprise y'all with this statement. I'm ENGAGED!!!(surprise x?) Funny how times fly just like crushing some thick skull, okay that is also a lie, i'm not engage yet...LOL i don't even have a soul-mate YET! Soon~ -enough with the craps-

Okay, here's the real deal, i've been busy with my entrance to University. Yup, that's right folks i've been accepted to a uniquely but surprisingly University at Perak. What a coincidence! My friends got it too and we will going to spend our four (4) years there, brushing up our skills, meeting new people, getting hook there~not a chance-..-" and becoming the greatest Educators man has ever known.

It's the Calling, got to go...Love Y'all and Happy Ramadan! Mmuacks!!

2 be continue..