With one more day for me to actually prepare for my interview, i let it pass just like that, as if it was something you can retrieved it. I'm starting to feel wary about it, like i'm making a wrong decision by choosing this path. At least, that's what it felt like, but not what i have thought! Beside, I am choosing the road less traveled? Or it just the road that everyone wants me to follow? Well, you can't just demand on things that you begging for, it just so sad to be living the way i does. Where's the adventure, the passion in life, the drama and all sort of things that i have trouble describing it? It's like i'm living in unparalleled world, different from others; am i an alien who'd been sent to earth and destined to perish those who live? Huh, at least that's an adventure, even though i would likely to prefer something less violent, just merely expressing myself.
|At least he had a wilder life than me, LOL =..="|
Enough with the boring part, that just me letting all the boredom out from this delicate, complex mind, phew, that's a relieve. Now i can post things that i've been longing to say;
First and foremost, I hate those who smoke, addicted to drugs, having issue(s) with me, mood-swing with no reason, fucking uncensored faggot, hating people cause they tonnes better than you, love to slandering innocent soul, a hypocrite (hypp), bully, those who abuse their position and all sort of people who like to make others feel bad about themselves. Those mention above are nothing but cowards, they have nothing, nothing that will excel them in life. These kind of people are likely to abuse their partner and those surrounding them, in order to feel superior and well known. While, the fact is that they won't live without us, because we are their source of power. For instance, from my experience, dated back in my school year i had always been humiliated, but not entirely, in front of my peers by my own cousin (which i would refer as RETARD). To increase his popularity among his, so call friends, he started picking me up when i started my second year in that school (commonly known as School Of Nuttys ,SON). RETARD thought that by calling me names would surely gain my attention to his existence (now why did he do that?), perhaps because of my reputation in SON? i had always been the apple of my teachers eye. Even my peers start to neglected me, especially the boys (boohoo!! who cares). His action only led him to his own trap, where he got his own medicine. It happened after the school routine, when he called me names and crossed the line and things turn ugly, in which i have nothing to do with. RETARD got canned in front of the whole school (serve him right) for shouting during the routine. I felt pity for him, because to great mind being canned in front of public would surely be something to feel ashamed about. As for him, well let say he enjoyed it and that's when i realize that he's just a real RETARD.
i think i'll stopped here, my eyes tired and not having a laptop is suck.
p/s i'll be having a TESL interview this SATURDAY so wish me luck!!!