Holocaust to be?

Assalammualykum,

"Never Back down"

I had a dream last night, nightmare to be exact. No, it's not about ghosts, and it is not about monsters either it is something else, something that is much deeper, nearer to the reality. I dreamt of HOLOCAUST. What if my dream comes true? What will happen to my family? friends? and my beloved country? Too many things burdening us, too many lies spread to us and i can just only hope for Allah's bless and protection.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Assalammualykum,

"Only those who dare to fail greatly, can ever achieve greatly"

Hey, sorry it has been a while since my last post =..=" I don't really in the mood of blogging, kinda confused with my status and desire right now. I believe most of us live their life with someone they care and love, whether it is your family, loves one, or just friends. Well, today my post will be something that i had been craving to deliver it here, it is about something that help to shape who i am now, besides my family, which is my friends.

Death Approaching!

Assalammualykum,

'Balance your mind'

My id, overwhelmed me and i lost my balance just now, i should be more careful before start doing something important or else die trying it.

I'm not stress, just over thinking things.

Assalammualykum,

"The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers, but above all the world needs dreamers who do"

Lately, people keep misinterpreting my behavior, i never intended it to be that way it just sort of happened. Honestly, i couldn't control every move i made, it impossible to me, my nature doesn't work that way, i like to do spontaneous thing; one minute i'll be quiet while  the other around i might be hectic as hell~that is why i don't prefer to mingle with those who might get upset with it. You know, getting all cold after one mistake and deliberately continue it even though i tried to make it up. I can sense every feeling cause i am an empathy, i feel and i help.That's Me. Knowing what they feel, makes me feel even worse plus i just don't like to engage in this stupid Cold War, i had enough. However, by doing that people around started to think that i have got something under my sleeve, and i'm wearing short sleeve..lol, nevertheless, it couldn't be worse than what had i've gone through. I am more mature than that, besides, this is not the time for me to get upset with everything, cause everything changes. Take friends for instance, they are like Chipsmore, they come and they go..no one stays. Well, the truth is i am hoping that perhaps some might consider staying, but it is okay it has been a routine for me, i'll get over it..i hope.

This evening, after my Sahsiah class i went to bitarasiswa to withdraw some money and then guess who i just met...it my senior! Yup Double A, i do know that he further his study here but i didn't expect to end up stumble upon him. Anyway, it's okay cause i believe he didn't saw me, hehe but the thing that has been bugging me is the issue they try show to us, about the posting issues. What about it? i don't know about it.

Oooh, there is something i would like to show you guys, it about ummm..i don't really know how to clarify it perhaps you guys can check the link here.

I think that's all for now, i hope to go home and get all motivation i need from my one and only friend. My Mom. Hehehe. Thanks for sharing your time just to read this entry, or my blog..=)